Welp,
This is it.
I get my surgery tomorrow.
I get my lordotic curve back in my C-SPINE and Dr. Heran is the man that's going to do it.
I am still unsure about the mechanism of the fatigue but I'm 100% sure about the fact that UCT chiropractic technique isn't holding because of how fucked up my C4-C5 and C5-C6 discs are.
Fuse my C5-C6 and replace my C4-C5.
With my curve reinstated, the cerebral spinal fluid will be allowed to move freely again.
And I think the speed of CSF is correlated with how much neurotransmitters can be fed into the frontal cortex.
Anyways. Something to look into once I get my curve back.
This is it. Everything I've done. All the tears I've shed. All the anger and frustration I've felt. All the money I've spent. All the porn I've downloaded. All the failures I've experienced. All the cannabis I've consumed.
Everything... has led up to tomorrow.
I'll see you on the flip side and when I do I'll be fatigue free.
Fucking believe that.
This is it.
I get my surgery tomorrow.
I get my lordotic curve back in my C-SPINE and Dr. Heran is the man that's going to do it.
I am still unsure about the mechanism of the fatigue but I'm 100% sure about the fact that UCT chiropractic technique isn't holding because of how fucked up my C4-C5 and C5-C6 discs are.
Fuse my C5-C6 and replace my C4-C5.
With my curve reinstated, the cerebral spinal fluid will be allowed to move freely again.
And I think the speed of CSF is correlated with how much neurotransmitters can be fed into the frontal cortex.
Anyways. Something to look into once I get my curve back.
This is it. Everything I've done. All the tears I've shed. All the anger and frustration I've felt. All the money I've spent. All the porn I've downloaded. All the failures I've experienced. All the cannabis I've consumed.
Everything... has led up to tomorrow.
I'll see you on the flip side and when I do I'll be fatigue free.
Fucking believe that.
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