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How fatigue has retarded the growth of my emotion muscle

Holy shit.

I was watching some lesbian porn.  Lesbea.  Starring Eufrat.

Eufrat is a pretty girl that really likes other pretty girls and is pretty damn good at her job.

Her foreplay skills are excellent.

Foreplay includes kissing.

Kissing is romantic.

Romance is foreign concept to me.

Why is romance foreign to me?

.....

Because of my fucking congenital fatigue.

So what's the fatigue doing?

The fatigue is desensitizing the person's ability to feel the subtle emotions that are required to build stronger emotions like love.

....

And somehow this got me thinking about how fatigue is currently fucking up my emotions right now.

How I keep bouncing between one extreme to the other extreme.

Maybe because emotion intelligence is a muscle?  And this muscle hasn't developed fine tuning due to the fatigue?

That actually makes sense.

Yeah.  Actually. it does.

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